birthdays

'i always knew this year's birthday wouldnt be a good one from the start because the date is just so near w the big day: result day'

oh how i hate to admit that my birthday wasn't as good but, really, who am i lying to? of course my friends and the people that i know would wish me, like come on my mom wished me at midnight and at the first thing in the morning, fiqa sent me a super long super sweet text at midnight, so does aireena yasmin and fifi. some even sent me pictures to picture how i was during my friendship w them. oh my how i miss them is just too much. i hoped i would get a better result in SPM so that everything would fall into place. but no, Allah has a much better plan for me in future. i sure dont knw when that future is but, if Allah is fair, then there's no doubting that it WILL happen. meanwhile, when everyone else is trying to cheer me up on my birthday, i had to witness how my other friend who happens to have her birthday a day before mine, durah jasmin. one of my loudest classmate, but you cannot not love her. she is someone who will annoy you to death but her good values deep down in her will make you appreciate her as a friend. she got a really good birthday this year and as much as i would like to share that goodness w you the next day, it's just not my time yet i guess. i'm really happy for you tho because great things happened straight after the result day, the next day nd on yr birthday. i know i didnt wish you on the right day, so happy birthday durah jasmin! i love you and yr loudspeaker voice screeching in my ears (LOLJK) 

there's this one post that caught my eyes on facebook and it says : ;kadang-kadang Allah tidak memberikan apa yang kita mahu. bukan sebab kita tidak berhak memiliki perkara tersebut. tetapi kerana Allah tahu, kita berhak lebih baik daripada itu'

 

for this one above here, i would like to give all the credit to iman husna fr stressing how i am such a gangsta, and all the people in 5G who has been calling me one (when in reality, i'm an innocent, lost, cute bunny)