"congratulations, you have been short-listed for sunway's scholarship"
"attention to all these name *names of all the top 10 students* please meet Ms. Siti Narini tonight to prepare your resume"
as i grow older in my school i learn a lot of things, not to mention realize a few important events. But sometimes those events can be rather painful to be taken in than it is sweet and pleasant. SPM's an important test, that is no doubt and all the candidates are fully aware of it but as for me, i sometimes feel so low especially when the two sentences above are being announced. I can be little heartbroken by it. Fine i am not an always-straight-A student i study day and night but i still cant get results as good as them but at least i know i am trying. Always. But it hurts to see someone else who, is always so relaxed and carefree and doesnt really care actually get better marks than you and was even offered an exclusive scholarship in return. Worst part of it was when it's not even the results of trials yet.
sometimes i wonder, what am i doing with my life and hoping for a 'you're doing great' reply.
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