look what i found in my drafts

i know no one reads this but heyyy dah lama tak tulis kat sini kan? :D

Well now i am an official architecture student in UiTM shah alam. it has been bought (ofc) but that's just the start of facing reality and the adult world so i will fight and as everyone ha told me 'DONT GIVE UP' 'ARCHITECTS DONT GIVE UP THEY JUST DIE' lol i'm gonna try my best to ace it and survive it as a whole. i've met a few interesting people, nice ones, tolerable ones and a few i can mix with. but i cant blame anyone tho bcse we're all still so new.

This is archikite :D

 i have to say lantern night was practically the best climax they could've ever chosen :3

 to protect the kings and queens 

 introducing Berr and Jep

 Baq -__-

 BANA BANANANANA BOAT HAH

 yes Jep mcm mana kau sorg je yg boleh tersesat naik boat hahahahha

 Berr during lantern night

 ni Weng

 ni Alep and Farza

tu Pokpa and Ustat and Hakeem and Pijat -__-

euughhhhh nd Najwa

Eeeeejoi Jep Redz

papapappapapPOKPA

Yasmin tihiks

Tooooobab :3

Geng HIHIK DENDON

Shazu and and alumnis

Baq Supermodel

Ber and Baq

gempak gilers k poster yg Hierarchy buat

i rlly rlly rlly rlly wish something like this would happen again and um um yeah thaaankksss a bunch Hierarchy studio xxx much love fr this awe sum-possum event

have you ever felt so empty inside the heart? as if something's gone missing but you can't tell what it is? you just out of the blue felt so empty, it may be because of something, or better yet, someone.

i am so happy to know my friends are mostly getting what they want, education-wise and what not but at the same time, i feel sad, because it's a sign that we won't be studying in the same place anymore, everyone's gone to separate ways and i just miss everybody, sometimes i hate the feeling of missing someone, it's like this feeling where you remember all those things you did with someone but all you can do is remember them, and it goes as far as that. missing someone hurts a lot sometimes.

FORGET ABOUT YR CRUSH BECAUSE IT DOES NOTHING MORE THAN MENYUSAHKAN

Hmm, bye

hasnt it been a while? ahaha well idk why i've been missing the whole of may but i must say it was a pretty rough month fr me.

nd aaaaaai have nothing much to write about except abt the fact that almost all of my friends have started classes and colleges and universities and such while i am still here, staring up the walls. hmmm oh well. i won't start until early september sooo i still have a lot of time in my hands. hehe. i really want to spend these last few months wisely so that no regrets are felt when i start my hectic uni life. yes, i am very aware that architecture student's life aint that relaxing and free and what not but i think i'm up to par for it.

plus i have a great outing to be looked forward to next week. KIL is showing and i think it is one of the very few malay movie that people look forward to. one of the most anticipated yet haha. i shall make this outing a good one, insyaAllah. plus i am really sad at the fact that most of my friends (yes, you can say most of them) are offered to study abroad. i am not jealous bcse of not getting any offers, i rlly am sad bcse they're all leaving me. hmm but no worries, i'm sure everything will turn out fine and awesome.

OH i almost forgot, i just got the list for the subjects i am taking

List of subjects i must endure for the first sem of my Uni life

• design communication
• design appreciation
• bel (eng. language)
• economics
• basic science (physics)
• civilization
• third language (arabic/mandarin)

hmm, 7 subjects for 1 sem = 14 subjects for one year, well, shit hahahahha however it is i am actually overall excited.

xxx

sometimes i feel so sad to the extent of screaming my lungs out and forget everything that comes crashing down at me. i dont want to write i dont want to eat and i dont want to watch tv or even do anything, just no. but when i feel like i wanna tell someone abt it, i automatically feel like an unwanted burden, always hanging onto ppl who is feeling a lot better than i am. and that, is the worst feeling a girl could experience :'(

fawah is being fawah

pray for me i'm a nervous wreck right now, i'm scared fr interviews and i'm a little potato. MARA interview this thursday xxx